Birthday Disaster

My birthday this year wasn't a really good one, but it was memorable. Rebelling is just a part of growing up. Suffered the consequences, but everything's alright now. 

Thank you to those who came on Friday night, I love y'all, I really do. Thanks to those who left me friendster comments and left me text messages too. (L) And, just when I thought everything was going haywire and all wrong, my boyfriend came and surprised me with the help of Jan. Although I didn't showed how happy I was, I really felt loved. Baby, you actually remembered that I want a birthday cake with a lot of candles on it to make wishes, thank you. From the birthday cake to the necklace, every single thing you did for me, I'd like to thank you from the bottom of my heart, you've been the biggest encouragement and strength to me, my heart knows when the search is over, I want you to be mine always bb. 

My birthday wish this year was to survive through the torture on Sunday, it came true. I've not made another wish, which is to, hold on tight together with my babyboy and to have my girlfriends ALWAYS by my side no matter what. There, I said my wishes. =) 

This is getting a tad too long. Pictures time. 

SHOW YOU UGLY DEMONIC COCKED EYE FREAK 

Most awesome birthday cake in my life

00 : 00

I'm sleep deprived.. very in fact.

To dream that you are getting married to your current spouse again, represents your wedded bliss and happiness. It highlights your strong commitment to each other. It may also signify a new phase (such as parenthood) that you are entering in your life.

Yes I dreamt about my wedding this morning which was quite a funny sight cos seeing me in a wedding dress beside bb.. like funny only. Well anyways, 25th @ st james tire me out entirely. From the selling of tickets to my phone dying on me and certain issues. Bt well, glad everything's fine now. Thank you to those who comforted me, luv y'all x

Mm, my birthday's in less than 8 days, am not feeling any bit of excitement. I used to be all hyped up bout my birthday however I no longer feel that way. Maybe getting into clubs, booze, boys a tad too early ain't a good thing after all.

I need a wishlist, but doubt anyone's gonna get me anything!

My birthday will be @ Zouk, who wants to come, 5th Dec? Inform me online suckaaas.

x

x : these thoughts

Hv been really busy, will continue to be busy till Thurs!

However, every night I lie on my bed, no matter how busy I get, I'll think of how my friends are doing and how love is doing. At times, I wake up in the middle of the night, getting sooo frustrated with myself over nothing. And that sucks soooo bad. :(

So I grab a jacket and go to my stairs and have a fag, and I'll go back to sleep.

Cycle continues, till today. Sleepless nights, wild thoughts running through my head. At times, I wanna find someone to talk to, like my bestfriends or boyfriend, however, I don't wanna disturb them from their sleep :( Sigh

SHUYI YOU ARE SO DEAD YOU HAVE MILD DEPRESSION :( :( :(

I really don't wanna whine about things here, I just had to pen down these thoughts.

Forsaken Times

Only love let's us see normal things
In an extraordinary way.

Busy month ahead, from my birthday to my anniversary. I'm no superhuman man. Nevertheless, even how busy I get, my boy's always there. Thank God for that. It's already what, 4th week of the holidays? Gosh.. look how quickly time flies. I still remember what exactly happened on the first day of 2008. It's so scary, and unbelievable :\ And very soon, I'll be taking my o's ( uh yes, my o's I'm only 15 this year..ok barely 15! )

Another thing is, I'm not quite looking forward to my birthday this year. I've no idea why.. prolly cause I've no idea whats gonna happen on that day, maybe nothing at all. Sigh okok drop that topic..

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“XOXO”
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Okay! Signing off!! x

Stupid shit [edited]

Yesterday night was crazy. Stupid shit happened to my friends, and I didn't really liked the whole idea of Gotham. We danced a bit, and went to talk to Cel, she told me things that I didn't expected. The things she told me yesterday got me thinking a lot, how can someone who she loves so much hurt her so bad. She's a really true friend indeed, I admire her thinking a lot like hows she can handle things so well when she's only 16.

Anywhos, my friend lost her bag with her boy's psp, bank card and bank book! That mofo out there who took it will rot, get his/her fingers chopped and may his/her body burn in hell! I was sooo pissed for her, she was crying and crying. :( If you read this, cheer up and rmb what I told you last night! Be happy as you've a good bf who values you more than he values his psp & stuffs.

Ugh.

And this morning, got into trouble with my dad, plain stupid. I think this week is jinxed.

Hopefully everything will turn out right tonight. x fingers

Time after time

That was from Thursday.

I've been doing manicures non-stop, like I've changed my nail colour for 3 times in two weeks. I've french manicured nails now, I had blue two days ago.. this must stop. I'm soooo gonna burn a hole in my pocket soon.

Anywhos, I'm going to get my specs done later, like finally. I detest contacts so I dont wear them so I suffer with my 1/4 blind eyes everyday. Now I'm feeling a little giddy, my eyes hurts. Need specs! Damnnnnnn, I'm going to finish Eclipse today and hop onto Breaking Dawn, it has been lying on my table for 1 month or so already!! I can just turn to the last page of it and know the ending, but noooo, too epic fail.

kkkk byebye suckers. I'm gonna daydream about Edward while reading Eclipse!!

x

Twilight!

"His mouth was on mine then, and I couldn’t fight him. Not because he was so many thousand times stronger than me, but because my will crumbled into dust the second our lips met."

I so badly wanna catch Twilight!!!

18 Dec, any takers? Ok right my girlfriends.....

And you know,

I DREAM OF EDWARD CULLEN EVERY NIGHT AND I THINK THAT MY BF IS HIM AT TIMES, COS IM THINKING TOO MUCH. MAN I KNOW ALEX, YOURE READING THIS DONT LEAVE ME COS IM CRAZY ABOUT EDWARD OKAY I STILL LOVE YOU x 10000000! EDWARD CULLEN SHALL BE MINE ONE DAY, AND IMMA NAME MYSELF MRS.CULLEN, OK FINE (MRS.GARCIA)........DAMN, I WANT EDWARD.



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